So this Saturday is this huge music festival on campus, and I really would love to go. However, two things: everybody's going to be drinking and getting high, which I'm really not a fan of… and I have two final term papers to write. They're both due the last day of finals which is May 14, but the last day of classes is May 8 so ideally, I'd like to get them in on the 8th so I can just relax on campus for a few days just enjoying the soon-to-be pretty springtime weather and working out at the fitness center (and then eventually head home on probably the 12th!) I definitely am going to sacrifice sitting out on the green in my friend's tent enjoying the concerts, but I'm not sure whether or not to utilize the libraries on campus or to just get off campus entirely to write the papers… Like I think I could focus better if I head to the library in my town and do work there instead of having to try to block out the music which will clearly permeate the library walls… but then again, I missed the festival last year to study for a music theory exam (which is the best decision I ever made, because I taught myself SO MUCH that weekend and without a doubt would have struggled if I hadn't made that sacrifice…) and I don't know if I want to keep missing it every year :/ . It's sort of something I'd like to actually be able to go to. Yet many people say it isn't really as great as everyone makes it out to be. *sigh* I need to get started, stat! Decisions, decisions… *sigh* (ahhah all of the sighing!!!)
Something else that is on my mind is tomorrow I am meeting with the guy I am going to be interning with over the summer… turns out (I believe I mentioned this in another post, but I'mma tell it again because it's highly disconcerting to me!!) that another guy from my college contacted him to intern with him this summer, too… I'm concerned because the guy said that he would let me know if he even considered my fellow college-peer's desire to intern, yet I found out that the guy actually wound up giving him an interview!! The guy told me afterwards. -___- … So anyway, I have to meet the guy tomorrow because he said he isn't sure whether or not he is going to let the college-peer of mine also intern and he wants to touch base with me first *gnaws fingernails off*. I'll keep y'all in the loop, I'm a little bit panicky because I'm not sure if he's going to give me the ol' boot or not… The thing is, I really need to get myself affiliated with a real estate company this summer because if I don't, my license is going to expire!! :/ Sotheby's is the most elite of real estate companies, and this particular one is literally two and a half minutes away from my house so I reeeeealllyyy hope it will work out!! My other dream would be to go to grad school (either Virginia, North Carolina-Chapel Hill, Florida, or Brown University hahaha). UConn is great but I've been chillin' in CT since I was seven years old, so I really think it could be interesting to live in a place that is neither New York (where I used to live) nor CT.
Okay. I am panicking about getting all my work done… I must plan.
(to be continued……..)