The struggle is real, my friends. I realized that I needed to restructure my entire paper, lest the flow ….would not flow. hahaha ughh so I'm trying to get this done so I can get my life back. Emotionally drained. Physically in pain. Sleepy. Somewhat hungry (mmmm i could go for some hash browns right now, you know, those kind in patty form *salivates shamelessly*).
I always have such high expectations, like I'm going to finish a paper two days before it's due the way I used to back in like, junior high school. Now, most of the time dreaming big is what helps me get through. If you can dream it, then you can achieve it -- that's what I learned in elementary school. So why am I here at 1:42AM on a Tuesday morning when this paper is due Wednseday at 5:00PM but I have a conference call/Google hangout thingy for Cora, a non-profit organization that I'm pretty sure I wrote to you guys about in a previous post, from 1:00PM-2:00PM… and then I still have to finish packing up my entire dorm room and bring it home. I've learned the very very very hard way to pack up my room because when my parents get involved, it's never pretty. Anxiety and crankiness (probably all three parties are guilty of this, although I'm usually the most calm, shocker! I know!) abound. So i'm very stressing over how to fit this all in. Obviously the paper needs to get done first. The conference call as well. I'm pretty good at speed packing when I need to, but my back is still thrown out to the point where periodic hot showers and Advil are currently my bestest fraaaaaandz!
AHHHHhhhhhh. I wish this paper was done already alright okay goodnight ~~